Fri, 20 April 2012
posted by john burtle, 11/25/11 The World as Your Witness (Anna Mayer)
well, i guess that's me, and i guess the artworld is really small.
i feel there's are allot of differences between these situations like the type of exposer/audience or the level of personal intimacy that was being revealed. And, i don't think i ever "expressed my displeasure" when you wrote scores on here about me (didn't you have one about sticky pennies?), and definitely not when we wrote to hot to touch or Andressa Soares together. Quite contrarily i found/find all of those to be very pleasing.
But all that aside, what is much more significant to me is that my current sexula relationships don't correspond with what we had when we were together. They're different partly because you're all different people. And I don't have amnesia, i've just changed over last three years and that will probably continue.
Honestly i thought you'd never see it; like how you didn't see 36 exclamation points, a score i wrote about how i felt when I was madly in love with you.
In the future, if there is something like this that is bothering you please contact me directly. Because this feels very passive aggressive and is stifling to the possibility of us moving from avoiding each other onto a friendship.
I'm sorry if reading that score was upsetting for you, that was not at all my intention for writing it.